I have such a hard time giving myself permission to work – to create – to play - outside of the studio – outside of my chosen medium, fiber. I have felt so guilty working in the yard and not dyeing fabrics. Yet I am creating. I am designing. I am making. I love the feel of the dirt in my hands, of preparing the soil. I love the challenge of selecting just the right plants. I have worked hard the last few weeks moving dirt, moving rocks, planting. From designing, planning, arranging rock and dirt I have created an environment for me to be at rest in - A sanctuary - A place to be inspired in. I should not feel guilty but should rejoice in the accomplishments and the progress that has been made. While there is still much to do I can now sit under the shade of the wisteria and stitch – at peace with myself and in a peaceful environment.
Friday, September 17, 2010
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After a month 'stagnating' (thinking not doing any work) I have cleared the table and begun again. This was after a sweatful morning in the yard, putting things to right again.
ReplyDeleteBanish the guilt, Laura! Your new sanctuary is indeed a creative environment. May you be richly inspired there!
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful! I can easily imagine sitting there with my sketchbook or my watercolors or wandering around with my camera. You have created a treasure trove of inspiration!
ReplyDeleteYes! ANY creative work that feeds the soul & heart IS the "work" to be done. :-)
ReplyDeleteYou will be much richer as you re-enter the studio!